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Just got back from house-viewing with my bro and sis. The house is nice and I just hope that the landlord would find it in his heart that I am the best candidate to rent the house. I hate waiting for an answer. It's tiring and it usually ended up BAD.

Oh well, pray for the best then!

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We ARE what we ARE.
We ARE what we BELIEVE.
But I still in shocked of WHAT I have become.

Heyheyhey...

It's been a while, huh... I'd never thought it could take me years to be back here.. in LJ...

Looking back, I thought I was suicidal. But now I think I am slowly changing. I still couldn't find my other half but I have got a lot of other things to think of. And I don't think I should waste any of my time mooning over something that may not last forever. Yep, I'm growing up!

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We ARE what we ARE.
We ARE what we BELIEVE.
But I still in shocked of WHAT I have become.

Writer's Block: Neat, sweet, groovy songs

What was your favorite childhood band or artist? Are you still a fan?

It used to be Backstreet Boys! Hahahaha.. and no, I am not a fan now. Growing up, I think I appreciate music better and boy-bands are no longer in my fav list. But it's a good memory when I was drooling over them. That was how a teenage think, I guess. Faces were more interesting than true talents.
We ARE what we ARE.
We ARE what we BELIEVE.
But I still in shocked of WHAT I have become.

Writer's Block: It's allergies ... really!

What was the last thing that made you cry?

Yep,it's allergies... I'm allergic to the fact that I am still alone after all these years. Always wondering where is my other half and why hasn't he come to claim me yet. That was exactly the reason that usually made me cry.... Pathetic? Well, put yourself in my shoes, and you'll remember how pathetic the feeling was...

For now, I want to let this go. I want to be free! Free of this burdening feelings. I want to be able to value myself more. Yes, I absolutely wanna do this! Wish me luck!
We ARE what we ARE.
We ARE what we BELIEVE.
But I still in shocked of WHAT I have become.

:: Hello World ::


I think it is true that if you wanna write something, write something that you know most. Or is it better to write something about you, yourself? Well, let me start about myself. I am plain. A plain Jane. Thus I may have some better qualities than others. My weakness is I suck at communicating, unlike my sister. She is bright, witty and talkative. She can make friends within minutes, and can make mothers love her at sight. She's really good with mothers and elders. I am more on observing people, not that I am good at it either. The thing that I always proud of is my instinct. At first sight, I know if I can like or trust that person. And it usually works, at least for me.

Recently, I looked at some videos of my family. I noticed that I have a lovely voice. No kidding. I myself is very surprised when I heard it first time. No wonder some guys told me that they love to hear my voice. I'd never believed that until I heard it myself. Well, that is another good point that God gave me. But like I said, I dont talk much. So, can that count?

I dont like crowded places. I simply dont like meeting strangers. I have few friends, a very few that I can trust. I'm always afraid that people cant accept me of who I am, but at times I just dont care. Really, it is really a bore talking about me, huh?

I really am unlucky on love. Yup, I am single... not by choice. I always wonder, when will I meet my prince charming. And when the time comes, am I worth his love? Will he really love me and take me as I am? I'm lacking in look department, that I know. Some may say I'm cute, but I dont ever take that as a good point. There are more girls lovelier than I am. I have had more experience that I can count of, where guys preferring my friends that me. That hurts, but there's nothing I can do about it.

Melancholy. That I am.

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We ARE what we ARE.
We ARE what we BELIEVE.
But I still in shocked of WHAT I have become.